WFMU: Push Button Heaven with Jody Peyote: Playlist from June 30, 2024

Listener comments!
	3:01am Eric the Hat: Present!
	👻 3:02am fred: Hello Jody and all Fantastic start! The album title still has me chuckling
	3:05am Blissland: greetings
	👻 3:06am Jody P: ciao bellissimas
	👻 3:09am spodiodi: hi Jody! sounding great
	3:10am jojo Q.: absolutely loving thisssss! jody is killing it right now :)
	3:17am jojo Q.: wow - same chord changes as that beck song...
	3:18am Destroit: Hiya Jody and everyone. Glad to be here with ya’ll
	3:19am Hubig Pie: Ivan is tolerable only if you tune him out.
	3:21am jojo Q.: this song is so good
	3:22am Blissland: I find everything intolerable unless I'm not paying attention. But especially Ivan
	3:23am Hubig Pie: Sorry. That sounds wrong. Ivan the Tolerable makes nice music. I was trying to be clever.
	3:24am Destroit: This Annie A track is the shit
	👻 3:25am Jody P: not that it's a bad thing, some of my best friends are intolerable
	3:26am Blissland: ↳ Jody P @3:25 All of mine are, literally. In real life anyway
	👻 3:26am spodiodi: ↳ Hubig Pie @3:23 hahah hola, Hubig
	3:28am Blissland: Ironically enough, the only people I want to talk to in real life are the ones who find me intolerable
	3:29am Hubig Pie: Greetings Spodiodio good Sir.
	3:29am Destroit: I like where your head is at right now Jody.
	👻 3:32am fred: ↳ Song: "Nothing To-Day Kind Sir" by "Annie Achron" Good title, but I still prefer "Kenny G Meets John Zorn", which is both true and misleading
	3:34am jojo Q.: have fun at the beach!
	3:34am Blissland: I haven't been to a beach in many years
	3:35am Hubig Pie: Vamos al a playa
	3:37am jojo Q.: absolutely loving this playlist - jody is a radio god
	👻 3:37am Jody P: ↳ fred @3:32 you're right actually
	👻 3:40am Jody P: ↳ jojo Q. @3:37 love you joj <3
	👻 3:41am fred: Many years ago, a coworker asked me to unplug my headphones, curious about what I was listening to. It was Kenny G's show, and nobody ever made that request again
	👻 3:45am spodiodi: ↳ Song: "Tequila! (remix)" by "Chicha Libre & Son Rompe Pera" ★
	3:46am Zajacek G: Great selection
	3:50am Hubig Pie: We're having tequila for 4th of July at our house. 1 can limeade, 1 can tequila,1/2 can blue curaçao. Cuz why not.
	3:52am Johnny Walsh: Hi. Thanks for the great stuff
	3:53am coelacanth∅: 'evening Jody and sundry buttons
	3:57am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @3:53 howdy
	4:03am coelacanth∅: olá Blissland is it humid as fuck there too?
	4:05am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:03 I'm not sure what it's doing outside, I've had the windows closed cause it's chilly. It's humid in here though cause I was preparing dinner
	4:06am Blissland: weather service says 85% relative humidity now
	4:07am Blissland: I like hot and humid days. I spend all the rest of the year just waiting for summer
	4:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:05 it's what could be pleasantly warm here, ~87ºf but it's oppressively humid. ...i thought you were fairly near me, like around kingston or ellenville, no?
	4:09am coelacanth∅: oh okay it says 85% here too. it feels like 108% to me
	4:09am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:08 I was in kingston, near ellenville now. I wish I was still in kingston. The temperature here is much lower. But still comfortable for most people who are not built like a sting bean
	4:11am Blissland: by the end of the week it's supposed to be high 80s again here
	4:13am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:08 where are you now?
	4:13am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:09 i like hot, i like cold; warm and cool, i like most weather...snow, rain, sun, wind, hail. i don't like overcast skies, nor high humidity
	4:14am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:13 it's my body that recoils from cold, not an aesthetic thing
	4:15am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:13 nude paltz, again. (or "no pulse", as one of the Daryls calls it) i was probably in highland if it's ever come up before
	4:16am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:15 I'm surprised it's so hot there. It's 87 now?
	👻 4:18am fred: I'm out to vote and for a grocery run. I'll be back before the end of the show
	4:19am Blissland: ↳ fred @4:18 another election?
	4:19am coelacanth∅: no 77, according to the national weather service. did i say 87? - sorry! no i wouldn't consider that "pleasant"! ... quite tolerable, but not pleasant.
	4:20am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:19 that's about what it is here. But I'm only comfortable with at least 82 F.
	4:20am coelacanth∅: ↳ fred @4:18 vote for me!
	4:20am tom tom the pipers son: hello all...
	4:21am Blissland: at rest, I should say. Which is typically how I am
	4:21am Blissland: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @4:20 greetings
	👻 4:21am Jody P: Votey Peyote!
	👻 4:21am Jody P: hey gang
	4:22am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:19 you're probably getting that from dutchess county airport same as me
	4:24am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:20 well yes -if i'm sitting outside, preferable amidst a gentle breeze, with a book and some good music in a comfortable chair, with a cool ale or a hot coffee or tea and no work for a day or 2... 87f is Lovely!
	4:25am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ Blissland @4:21 hey there...obsessing over weather...?
	4:25am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:24 or at a beach
	4:25am Blissland: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @4:25 that seems to be the hot topic
	4:25am coelacanth∅: hey tom tom okay Jody, i'll vote for you. instead of me.
	4:26am tom tom the pipers son: hey coelacanth...
	👻 4:27am spodiodi: ↳ Jody P @4:21 ✅
	4:28am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:25 beach is alright. swimming hole in a flowing kill even better. ...naked humans. friendly dogs. owls and dragonflies...
	4:29am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:28 there's one of those in woodstock
	4:30am wenzo: Dayyyuummm… you’re the first WFMU DJ I’ve heard play Univore!!! I love Univore!!!
	4:30am wenzo: And not champagne taste either lol
	4:31am wenzo: RIP Marco! Infinite Marco!
	4:31am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:29 no doubt. there used to be a few spots up in minnewaska (sp?) but the fascists have probably cancelled them.
	4:31am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:28 I see Snug Harbor is still open. Is the scene still ok there?
	4:32am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:31 Lots of things being cancelled everywhere
	4:37am ryansterlingvirtue: I live in French speaking Belgium. Just give up lol. It’s impossible. Duo barks at me a lot to pick the pace
	4:38am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:31 haven't had a drink there in a few years now...oddly. gone in 2-3 times to say hi to people. my guess is it's continued the unfortunate transformation from "scary" smelly dive bar where everyone is welcome if you're not a dick and you'll get the shit kicked out of you if you make fun of Ludwig...to a clicky, snooty, "politically correct" "we like to be called a dive bar because it's fashionable to hang in a dive bar" bar. ...i've already decided i'm going back one night soon - just waiting for some good music to come around. ...then we'll see.
	👻 4:39am Jody P: ↳ ryansterlingvirtue @4:37 way ahead of you re: giving up
	4:39am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:38 jeez everything's going to hell so fast
	4:44am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:38 I was in a group that would have played there eventually but the other 2 members were 2 of my last 4 remaining friends who are no longer so. The 3rd was a magat who finally made me snap after 20 years. The 4th I thought I'd be ok with until recently when I had him over and he drove me up a wall for 3 days. Family is gone too. So I'm left with facebook and wfmu
	4:44am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:39 tell me about it. ...but we still have wfmu! (especially the drummer stream) - and bandcamp's still respectable ...but yeah even what was until recently one of the best sushi restaurants i'd even been in - happens to be in new paltz... but it's now turning o shit. sad
	4:45am Blissland: It's just all too much and not hardly enough
	4:47am Blissland: I still hear people saying "life is good" and I wonder what planet they're on. I might want to go there
	👻 4:48am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:47 call of the investment class
	4:50am Blissland: ↳ spodiodi @4:48 that's the only explanation that makes sense. But then, only if they're extremely narrow minded
	4:50am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:47 ha! someone said to me yesterday, "Life is Beautiful!" ...it wasn't exactly where i was at! but i didn't want to be his downer so i cheerfully returned the sentiment. but because i loathe lying, i had to think quickly and consider the perspectives and relativity! then i could say it and mean it! ...Life is Beautiful!
	4:53am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:50 it's become a real challenge for me to rationalize. I suppose certain things arguably are beautiful. But in a fundamental way I have turned against the principle of life itself. Which I know is a total paradox
	4:53am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:50 The perspective being that of the movie “life is beautiful” about being imprisoned in a nazi concentration camp?
	👻 4:54am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:50 "still have wfmu!" thank goodness
	👻 4:55am spodiodi: oops that was meant for cØ
	4:55am Blissland: oh, what really gets under my skin is "life is what you make it". Try telling that to someone who's been in dachau. Or guantanamo
	4:56am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:53 So you’re not against life, you’re against what it stands for?
	4:57am coelacanth∅: ↳ Audiocarp @4:53 that's not what i considered; but in that movie i feel like the title meant 2 things. one, that "there's a bright side"... but beyond that, that Life itself is Beautiful, so how about we, as a supposed civilization, stop disrespecting it. ...maybe?
	4:58am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:55 yes. or being basically a pariah despite having a heart full of Love.
	4:59am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @4:56 it's complicated. I think I am completely against life now in principle. I'm disgusted by the competition and especially the perverse extremes that human beings have gone to. The irony is that it's because I'm bothered by injustice and the irredeemable damage done to the natural world. So, I'm backing Giant Meteor in '24
	5:00am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:59 Do not taunt Giant Meteor!
	👻 5:01am spodiodi: ↳ Song: "Trust Me, I'm A Doctor" by "Momus" keep the kick alive please
	5:01am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:57 I have to depart from the idea that life is inherently beautiful. I think Camus said life is something that should not have happened. That's where I am which I suppose is radical nihilism
	👻 5:01am Jody P: ↳ spodiodi @5:01 twist my arm...
	5:01am coelacanth∅: we don't need giant meteor. we've got giant douche and turd sandwich.
	👻 5:02am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:59 i'm down
	5:02am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:01 Unfortunately neither of them will wipe out humanity, only exacerbate and prolong the agony
	5:02am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:59 I tell people that life is neither a game nor a contest
	5:03am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:02 do you believe it?
	5:04am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:03 Yes
	5:04am Blissland: I think it's basically a constant struggle for nothing
	5:05am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:04 Elaborate please
	👻 5:05am Jody P: ↳ Blissland @5:04 "a constant struggle for nothing" should be the name of the show
	👻 5:05am spodiodi: haha nice
	5:07am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:05 Well if you look closely enough at nature, that's all it's doing. It has no inherent purpose other than to perpetuate itself. And the whole thing is a struggle to attain resources. Human beings have grotesquely exaggerated all that, but behind the religions and philosophies it's still utterly meaningless. Except maybe for love, if it's even possible
	5:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:01 i don't agree that the perversion that humans have made of civilization means Life itself isn't Beautiful. yes, all animals are born selfish (including humans) -i don't think that necessitates a lack of beauty. cats and dragonflies are highly skilled hunters, selfishly taking what they think they need without any empathy whatever. as nasty as that all is i think there's a profound beauty in it. in their movement; in their skill. humans may be harder to find the beauty in, in general; but there are many exceptions, in many regards.
	5:11am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:08 I can see how you can feel that way. I probably did myself at one time. I was not always so pessimistic. I'm sure in my case it has a lot to do with losing everything that I needed to be well
	5:15am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:07 Ok, now I understand. I think religion and philosophy were created to solve this struggle for nothing. However, I find these solutions lacking
	5:19am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:15 religion at least, I'm sure for the most part comes out of a need to make sense of the suffering of existence
	👻 5:20am spodiodi: loving the convo
	👻 5:21am spodiodi: and the music :)
	5:21am Blissland: no one wants to have to admit that nothing makes any sense
	5:23am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:21 Yeah, it’s easy to ask the question but not so simple to figure out the answer. If one exists
	5:25am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:11 i'm either right behind you or right with you in that regard. lost the ability to do something i was very good at, and made a living from. ...i might not have any hope for myself in the future; and fully expect this world to be a living hell for the vast majority of people within just a few years from now. 15-20 maybe. i wont be here. still it doesn't negate seeing the Beauty still available. art, Love, sex, conversation, trees (what's left of them), birds, dogs, a skilled gymnast, a skilled truck driver, what happens when you drop a shot of whiskey +bailys into a pint of guinness... there's Beauty everywhere
	5:25am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:23 The answer is intolerable. Unlike Ivan
	5:26am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:25 what was it that you were doing before losing the ability?
	5:27am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:19 - or in the case of catholicism and islam, invented for the sole purpose of gaining control and power over other people.
	👻 5:28am fred: And I'm back
	5:29am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:27 well the religious institutions yes, but they have there basis in grassroots faith, which itself is a reaction to the meaninglessness of everything
	5:30am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:29 yes -trying to understand why we're here. why the moon comes and goes, the sun comes and goes; lightning, etc
	5:31am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:27 I the urge to dominate others goes back to insecurity and thinking that life is a contest? It’s also a great way to make a living!
	5:31am coelacanth∅: (long before catholicism and islam)
	5:31am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:30 mainly what the fuck are we here for and why does it have to be so miserable
	5:34am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:31 If course, western religions say we have the answers but you won’t get them until the afterlife
	5:35am Blissland: the way the crucifixion of Jesus was turned into the redemption of mankind is so convoluted and irrational, yet people need so desperately to believe that their lives have meaning. They will disregard the evidence of their senses and their reason
	5:36am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:34 of course, or else the house of cards would just fall apart
	👻 5:36am fred: ↳ Song: "Stockholm Syndrome" by "30s" This project wins the "most unsearchable band name" prize for this week
	5:36am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:26 massage therapy. cranio-sacral therapy. chakra balancing. lymphatic drainage, deep tissue, reflexology and shiatsu/accupressure.
	5:36am Blissland: ↳ fred @5:36 heh
	5:37am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:36 Lymphatic drainage?
	5:37am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:36 But how did you lose that? AI can't replace those skills
	5:38am Ryan Sterlingvirtue: this show has the perfect ratio of weirdness, ethereal and pop. great show, Jody. thanks.
	5:39am coelacanth∅: ↳ Audiocarp @5:37 not directly out of the body! ... away from the lymph glands, so it can be processed and discarded by the body.
	👻 5:39am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @5:35 i know some brilliant and educated people who's allegiance to an support of their organized religion confounds me
	5:40am Blissland: ↳ spodiodi @5:39 I guess it depends how much a person needs it more than anything else
	5:40am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:35 This goes to the heart of asking the wrong question. Because if you ask the wrong one, you can’t possibly come to the correct conclusion
	5:41am coelacanth∅: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:39 (not really "discarded"... broken down into useful or harmless elements)
	5:41am JReganK: Hey, DJ JP! Sorry I'm late!
	5:41am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:40 what do you mean by the wrong question?
	5:42am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:41 good morning
	5:42am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:41 Why are we here?
	5:43am JReganK: Hey, Bliss. top O da morning, Carp.
	5:43am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @5:41 Good morning!
	5:43am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:42 If one is intellectually honest then the answer has to be nihilism
	5:44am Blissland: That in no way precludes love though, or even beauty. Just precludes inherent meaning
	5:45am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:43 if one is honest one does not know the answer. atheism is equally arrogant to catholicism. we don't know.
	5:46am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:43 I don’t know if that’s automatic nihilism. It’s just asking a question which has no answer or has an implied fallacy
	👻 5:46am fred: The least searchable band I ever saw was 10 (they changed their name to Tengger at some point). France might be the current leader (bonus points for a website impossible to remember: www.lllliillll.fr)
	5:49am JReganK: I identify most with Camu's perspective. Although, he was an atheist. He believed in compassion.
	5:49am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:45 The question could equally be “why aren’t we here?” But no one asks that
	5:49am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:45 You may be right. At least, I can't argue that you're incorrect. It's entirely possible that my whole outlook is skewed
	5:49am JReganK: Personally. I'd rather be here.
	5:50am tom tom the pipers son: i'm with stupid <------->
	5:51am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:44 Beauty is all around us. Just need to seek it out
	5:51am Blissland: If one is alive, it's preferable to prefer to be alive than not
	5:51am JReganK: Hey, Tom. Any existential junk poems?
	5:51am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ Audiocarp @5:51 beauty is a concept separate from nature
	5:52am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:51 But how do we know we’re alive?
	👻 5:52am spodiodi: thanks for the great music, Jody Peyote!
	5:52am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ JReganK @5:51 tried... but came up empty...
	5:52am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:52 it's self evident
	5:53am JReganK: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @5:52 I'll take a rain check. ;)
	5:53am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:52 What’s the test?
	5:54am JReganK: Beauty and Truth, rock!
	5:54am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @5:52 so i guess "i'm with stupid" is my poem of the morning
	5:54am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:53 well you wouldn't be asking any questions if you were dead
	5:54am ?: “He's turned his life around. He used to be depressed and miserable. Now he's miserable and depressed.” ― David Frost / Harry Kalas
	5:54am Audiocarp: I could be AI
	5:54am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ @5:54 ha!
	5:54am coelacanth∅: or "where are we?" ! or, "who's in charge?" ! ...we'll likely never know. of course most religions' stories are far-fetched and straight-up illogical. but ultimately we don't know. "scientists" say chakras don't exist. narrow-minded idiots. the "big bang" is just a theory, remember... agnostic makes sense to me.
	👻 5:54am spodiodi: ↳ @5:54 nice
	5:55am Blissland: Some proofs may exist in philosophy but I don't know of any offhand. Except Descartes
	5:55am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Someone perform a Turing test on me
	5:55am ?: ↳ Audiocarp @5:54 I am AI "Antiquated Intelligence" ;)
	5:55am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:54 oh you could be, but even if you were a machine, if you were aware you could be considered alive
	5:56am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Oh I see…
	5:56am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ JReganK @5:54 nice lightning storm video the other day...
	5:56am Blissland: we could all be described as sentient organic machines
	👻 5:57am fred: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Cogito is circular "logic", try Wittgenstein for solid proofs, and why these are not relevant much
	5:57am Audiocarp: ↳ @5:55 Marnin’ question mark
	5:57am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @5:54 I think we take a long needed rest. Then we start itching to get back into a body. Sort of a poor man's interpretation of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
	5:58am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:57 I really hope that is nothing but fantasy. When I'm dead I want to stay dead
	5:59am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @5:58 Ha! We'll find out sooner than we think
	👻 5:59am fred: Thanks Jody, this show is quickly growing on me
	5:59am Blissland: ↳ fred @5:57 I find it self evident which is good enough
	6:00am Blissland: I like what I've read of wittgenstein. He seems to have a nice dry sense of humor
	6:00am coelacanth∅: Thanks Jody!
	6:00am JReganK: ↳ fred @5:57 I always felt that German philosophers were too desperate for the big answers.
	6:00am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @5:59 Yup. All headed to the same old place. Only some get there sooner
	6:01am upstatesean: Morning everyone!
	6:01am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:00 True!
	6:02am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:59 That's really the scariest thing to me. I was just pondering the idea earlier that maybe there is no way to die and there is no escape from existence. It's absolutely terrifying
	6:02am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:01 And our egos can’t accept that so we came up with religion
	6:04am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:02 Interesting, but most people don’t want to die
	6:04am Blissland: People who want to live forever have faith in Jesus. If I had faith it would be in Sartre who said there is no transcendent ego
	6:04am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:04 exactly
	6:06am Blissland: I'm fine with having my consciousness dissolve into the cosmos. But I fear ideas like re-incarnation or endless time in hell. I prefer oblivion even to heaven
	6:06am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:04 Wait… you want to die?
	6:07am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:06 Now I understand
	6:08am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:06 for a while yes, but I proved to be too cowardly to do what needed to be done. I had a very bad life from the beginning, but since 2008 nothing has got better and everything has got much worse
	6:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @6:06 if, upon death of your present vehicle, you suddenly ceased to be in pain, you would immediately feel differently than you do about it now.
	6:08am Blissland: Everyone should want to die eventually. It's not natural to live forever, nor is it healthy for the world
	6:09am coelacanth∅: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:08 (that is, if you retained your present consciousness)
	6:09am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:08 I guess maybe so, but that would be really weird. Then again, this whole thing is really weird if you take a step back
	6:10am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:08 You may need to re-evaluate? It’s ver easy to dwell on the bad stuff and ignore the good
	6:12am Audiocarp: You might need to watch “it’s a wonderful life”?
	6:12am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:10 I'm not sure how I would approach that. I think I'm fairly objective about it. By 2005 I had everything that I needed in order to be well, and it was essentially what I knew all along that it would be. I just couldn't hang on to any of it.
	6:12am coelacanth∅: well, yes - and it's very unlikely! i mean, there are more and more living animals every minute. is each one borne of nothing and then continues on after it's body dies? seems unlikely! but... we don't know. some of us have experienced "ghosts", so. . .
	6:13am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:12 I'm completely open to the possibility that the mind doesn't require a brain
	6:14am Blissland: But as of this writing I much prefer to dissolve than to have to come back to this shit hole over and over
	6:15am coelacanth∅: i think it doesn't. we are made of energy, and it does not end where we see our bodies edge. far from it.
	6:17am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:15 If the energy of the mind that's trapped in the nervous system is released to radiate upon the death of the body, then it should enter into a state of eternity, according to relativity theory
	6:18am Blissland: at least that's my layman's understanding
	6:18am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @6:14 i just think it's possible that you wouldn't come back to this shithole. - even if you remained on this planet, you might be on another plain and maybe not need a body which inevitably has pain; or maybe have a body but have a whole different perspective on the whole shithole...
	6:19am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:01 did you fall asleep earlier?
	6:20am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:18 definitely not anywhere on this planet in the 21st century
	6:20am Blissland: it's a complete dystopian nightmare now
	6:22am coelacanth∅: i'm going to bed. hopefully to sleep. 'night
	6:23am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:22 pleasant dreams
	6:23am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:12 It’s not easy because people fall into mental ruts regarding past events. Try thinking about events from the other person’s perspective. Speculate about their motives rather than blaming them or just thinking they are evil. Another way is get someone else’s version of the event: how did they perceive it?
	6:26am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:23 I'm not sure that it matters much. I mean, the 2 main things that I needed and lost were my girl friend and my home. It's not terribly important why. And I lost my mom at the same time as the house, so I haven't really had anyone to talk to either. And the state took away my medical insurance so I can't afford therapy
	6:27am Blissland: I have deep seated abandonment issues going back to early childhood and everything new that happens only re-inforces it
	6:30am Audiocarp: You get free therapy right here!.. oh abandonment, that hits home for me. This could be PTSD? The main thing is that each day, each moment is brand new and nothing that preceded it prevents things from changing or improving
	6:30am Blissland: I'm holding out some perfunctory hope that one day I can afford a more suitable place to live, and maybe meet someone, if not ideally compatible than at least who would accept me and keep me company. I'm not sure there is anything else that I can hope for
	6:31am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:30 in a sense that's true, but everything about a person's behavior is rooted in a lifetime up to that point
	6:33am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:31 That’s deadly thinking. You’re not on a predetermined path
	6:33am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:30 The answers don't always arrive when we want then to
	6:34am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:33 It's not pre-determined, I believe we have free will, but within certain constraints
	6:35am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:34 What keeps life bearable are options and freedom
	6:35am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:19 Fell into a dreamless sleep
	6:35am Blissland: things have to be worked through if they're deep seated, if there is any hope at all of addressing them. Can't just pretend things never happened
	6:36am Audiocarp: Married people are miserable because they have no freedom
	6:36am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:36 Depends on who you're married to
	6:36am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:35 oh well I hope it was restful
	6:37am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:36 I've had worse nights
	6:37am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:35 Yes of course! Not saying to forget but by the same token you can’t be hidebound by them
	6:37am Blissland: I've never seen the point of being officially married
	6:38am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:37 It's a gesture with social benefits
	6:38am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:37 There is none but it makes the wife and the parents happy
	6:38am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:37 I feel that I have done extraordinarily well considering what life has put me through. It's just not good enough
	6:39am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:38 Ok that sounds almost like a positive statement
	6:39am Blissland: I really needed for Sarah to stand by me and to be able to keep my home in kingston
	6:40am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:38 Reminds me of a scene in As good as it gets
	6:40am Blissland: of course, I miss my mom since we were very close, but that's a natural thing so it's easier to accept. And ultimately less essential
	6:40am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:38 It's a good practice to stop and think about what you "think" you want
	6:41am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:40 I know precisely
	6:41am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:39 Crises have a way of coming all at once
	6:42am JReganK: Trouble comes in "Three's".
	6:42am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:40 That’s right
	6:43am Blissland: I suppose theoretically it's possible to meet someone even more compatible, just as it's theoretically possible to win a multi-million dollar sweepstakes
	6:44am JReganK: The odds are better for finding kindred sprits than it is to win a big lottery
	6:44am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:43 Perhaps you need to meet new people? In this city it’s hard but not impossible
	6:44am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:42 I can't ask you how you felt about the Peyote show since you only got there at the end
	6:45am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:44 I liked what I heard
	6:45am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:44 I agree, the former probably around 10,000 to 1, the latter more like a billion to 1
	6:45am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:44 I’m surprised FMU doesn’t have such a group?
	6:47am Audiocarp: An FMU listener meetup?
	6:47am Blissland: ↳ Blissland @6:44 I've always had social anxiety on account of being a weirdo, and the pandemic lockdown brought an end to what little social life I still had. It is a major challenge for me to start over now. Especially at my advanced age
	6:47am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:45 Digital Beatniks are too cool for that
	6:48am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:47 You’re certainly in the right place for weirdness
	6:48am Blissland: I'm not saying anything is impossible, just exceedingly unlikely or difficult
	6:48am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:47 You're spot on about the damage done with the lockdowns. It's the 800 lb gorilla in the room
	6:49am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:48 and the hits just keep on comin
	6:50am Blissland: Humanity itself is under attack
	6:50am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:48 I think people over reacted to the lockdown because they were glued to the tv?
	6:50am Audiocarp: Tv news that is
	6:51am JReganK: Definitely. The western elites are malthusian death cults
	6:51am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:50 it didn't change much for me personally, since I was already isolated. But it took away a lot of places I could have been going to try to maintain a social life
	6:52am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:50 main stream media is the kiss of death
	6:52am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:52 It all makes me want to throw up
	6:53am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:51 Yeah sure, but people stayed indoors all day even though they didn’t have to, so of course they went nuts
	6:54am Audiocarp: Modern Americans are disconnected from the real world, that is, nature
	6:54am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:51 I agree. As a weirdo. I was already acclimated to being social marginalized
	6:54am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:53 for people like me whose connection to other people has always been tenuous, I guess it was the last straw
	6:55am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:54 Our pre-frontal cortex is the downfall of man
	6:55am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:54 Again you’re letting your past define your future
	6:55am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:54 Really, you? I thought you were well adjusted
	6:56am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:54 When it comes to humans. I've always looked for quality over quantity
	6:57am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:55 I'm not saying it has to stay that way. But that's what happened
	6:57am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:55 I am. I've accepted who I am
	6:57am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:57 The it’s not really the last straw
	6:58am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:57 You seem well adjusted, and have a stable healthy relationship, which I find enviable. That's pretty much all I need to be well, and a different house
	6:58am Audiocarp: So I think I should start an FMU meetup group?
	6:59am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:57 No I meant that it was at the time, early in 2020, and it will take considerable effort to recover and resume
	6:59am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:59 Okay. But time moves quickly
	7:00am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:58 I didn't start out this way. There's just a part of me that refuses to stay broken. I refuse to be a victim.
	7:00am Blissland: It's fine with me if I run out of time
	7:00am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @7:00 Too negative
	7:01am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:00 That's excellent
	7:01am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @7:00 oh well, that's who I am
	7:01am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:00 Atta’ boy! (Backslap)
	7:01am JReganK: Where are we going to meet?
	7:02am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:01 Some where centrally located and was to get to…
	7:02am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:00 Ha! You're French at heart
	7:02am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:01 a real life old man's bar
	7:03am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @7:02 Definitely
	7:03am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:02 French? Are you channeling mark Twain?
	7:03am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:03 I always found those places so depressing
	7:05am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @7:03 I’m a former alcoholic, so a bar is not ideal
	7:05am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @7:03 I find the corporate bars to be worse
	7:06am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:05 Not sure I've ever been to one. Sounds like I would not want to
	7:06am JReganK: Bliss. How are you for transportation?
	7:06am Audiocarp: Do old man bars exist?
	7:06am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:03 It wouldn't be the first time
	7:06am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:06 I have a car
	7:07am Audiocarp: “It is French”
	7:07am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:06 They still do. in NJ
	7:08am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:05 OK
	7:08am Audiocarp: What about the unofficial fmu bar, tv eye?
	7:11am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:08 In Brooklyn? I'm down with that
	7:11am Blissland: I feel myself fading, so I'm going to bid good day
	7:12am Blissland: Thanks very much for the free therapy. I appreciate it
	7:12am JReganK: Sweet dreams, Bliss. We'll talk more about a meet up, soon.
	7:13am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:12 thanks
	7:15am Audiocarp: Okay good evening, bliss
	7:16am Audiocarp: I travel by MTA so I trust there’s a subway near?
	7:29am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:16 Wouldn't that depend on where you are?
	7:56am Audiocarp: Near tv eye, I mean
	9:13am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:56 Maybe this site will help. map.mta.info...

Push Button Heaven with Jody Peyote: Playlist from June 30, 2024

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Psych pop, no wave, foley, second-hand personality shopping and post-third-rail clarity

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June 30, 2024

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Artist	Track	Album	Label	Year	Comments	Approx. start time
Kenneth Goldsmith & Jonathan Zorn	Boys Will Be Boys	Kenny G Meets John Zorn			album title of the week	0:00:00 (Pop-up)
Tsembla	Nouskaa Henget! "Nouskaa Henget!" by "Tsembla"	Nouskaa Henget				0:05:50 (Pop-up)
Ivan the Tolerable	Unfinished Pyramid	Linthorpe Crepuscule Vol. 1				0:14:44 (Pop-up)
Francisco Davis	Shadow Of Me And A Tree	Two Sessions	Silvox			0:17:37 (Pop-up)
Annie Achron	Nothing To-Day Kind Sir	Silver-Handed in Subterranea	Silvox		album title of the week?	0:21:28 (Pop-up)
Phran	Cocales (Saya) "Cocales (Saya)" by "Phran"	Bore Bore	Silvox			0:27:20 (Pop-up)

Strings & Timpani	New Radio "New Radio" by "Strings & Timpani"	Hyphen				0:36:55 (Pop-up)
Chicha Libre & Son Rompe Pera	Tequila! (remix)	Tequila y Aguardiente			Vamos al dente!	0:43:35 (Pop-up)
Michael Gordon	Tinge "Tinge" by "Michael Gordon"	Light Is Calling				0:46:57 (Pop-up)
Zombie Zombie	Lacrymosa "Lacrymosa" by "Zombie Zombie"	Vae Vobis				0:51:03 (Pop-up)
Deux Boules Vanille	Gin et To "Gin et To" by "Deux Boules Vanille"	Planète Gougou				0:54:10 (Pop-up)

Nuno Beats	Confusāo no Ghetto "Confusāo no Ghetto" by "Nuno Beats"	Sai do Coração				1:05:00 (Pop-up)
Les Hauts de Plafond	"Écrasons La Vermine !" Dit The Bogyman	Ignoble Vermine: A Tribute to Ptôse (V/A)	Gazul			1:08:58 (Pop-up)
Basa Basa	African Soul Power "African Soul Power" by "Basa Basa"	Homowo				1:13:58 (Pop-up)
Bab L' Bluz	Waydelel "Waydelel" by "Bab L' Bluz"	Nayda!				1:17:51 (Pop-up)
The Reverse Engineer	One Zone "One Zone" by "The Reverse Engineer"	Bonnie Tropical 3 (V/A)	Paradise Palms			1:22:38 (Pop-up)
Univore	Electric Car "Electric Car" by "Univore"	Casale Project				1:28:27 (Pop-up)

© Linda Fox	Horsin' in the VOID "Horsin' in the VOID" by "© Linda Fox"	Leopards Break Into My Heart			runner-up	1:38:25 (Pop-up)
numnum	Hedgehop "Hedgehop" by "numnum"	Num				1:43:25 (Pop-up)
Hajime Tachibana	REPLICANT JB - TRA Version	Mr. Techie & Miss Kipple				1:46:13 (Pop-up)
Andy Loebs	$5-10 Suggested Donation (notaflof)	Hyperlink Anamorphosis				1:52:02 (Pop-up)
Apparatjik	Pixels "Pixels" by "Apparatjik"	Square Peg In A Round Hole				1:55:47 (Pop-up)
Momus	Trust Me, I'm A Doctor "Trust Me, I'm A Doctor" by "Momus"	Don't Stop The Night			Momus kick ends NOW	1:58:25 (Pop-up)
Barrdo	Et si pour une fois "Et si pour une fois" by "Barrdo"	Équivoques, Vol. 2				2:03:35 (Pop-up)

Blanco Teta	Sal chivo "Sal chivo" by "Blanco Teta"	single		2024		2:15:09 (Pop-up)
Lineas Albiés	I'm Thinking In Myself	Taxidermista			album title of the week!!	2:18:23 (Pop-up)
David Hale	Withstand the Heat "Withstand the Heat" by "David Hale"	Business as Usual				2:25:08 (Pop-up)
Vermin Twins	Hollow Treehouse "Hollow Treehouse" by "Vermin Twins"	POP				2:28:25 (Pop-up)
30s	Stockholm Syndrome "Stockholm Syndrome" by "30s"	single				2:33:30 (Pop-up)
Karpov Not Kasparov	Mechanical Turk	Soundtrack For A Game Of Chess				2:37:15 (Pop-up)

A Certain Ratio	Get A Grip (Maps Remix)	Loco Remezclada				2:47:12 (Pop-up)
Madrid Groove	Suave "Suave" by "Madrid Groove"	Ritmo Fantasía: Balearic Spanish Synth-Pop, Boogie and House (1982-1992)	Soundway			2:52:49 (Pop-up)
Ricky Amigos	Loco Loquito "Loco Loquito" by "Ricky Amigos"	Loco Loquito				2:57:21 (Pop-up)

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	3:01am Eric the Hat: Present!
	👻 3:02am fred: Hello Jody and all Fantastic start! The album title still has me chuckling
	3:05am Blissland: greetings
	👻 3:06am Jody P: ciao bellissimas
	👻 3:09am spodiodi: hi Jody! sounding great
	3:10am jojo Q.: absolutely loving thisssss! jody is killing it right now :)
	3:17am jojo Q.: wow - same chord changes as that beck song...
	3:18am Destroit: Hiya Jody and everyone. Glad to be here with ya’ll
	3:19am Hubig Pie: Ivan is tolerable only if you tune him out.
	3:21am jojo Q.: this song is so good
	3:22am Blissland: I find everything intolerable unless I'm not paying attention. But especially Ivan
	3:23am Hubig Pie: Sorry. That sounds wrong. Ivan the Tolerable makes nice music. I was trying to be clever.
	3:24am Destroit: This Annie A track is the shit
	👻 3:25am Jody P: not that it's a bad thing, some of my best friends are intolerable
	3:26am Blissland: ↳ Jody P @3:25 All of mine are, literally. In real life anyway
	👻 3:26am spodiodi: ↳ Hubig Pie @3:23 hahah hola, Hubig
	3:28am Blissland: Ironically enough, the only people I want to talk to in real life are the ones who find me intolerable
	3:29am Hubig Pie: Greetings Spodiodio good Sir.
	3:29am Destroit: I like where your head is at right now Jody.
	👻 3:32am fred: ↳ Song: "Nothing To-Day Kind Sir" by "Annie Achron" Good title, but I still prefer "Kenny G Meets John Zorn", which is both true and misleading
	3:34am jojo Q.: have fun at the beach!
	3:34am Blissland: I haven't been to a beach in many years
	3:35am Hubig Pie: Vamos al a playa
	3:37am jojo Q.: absolutely loving this playlist - jody is a radio god
	👻 3:37am Jody P: ↳ fred @3:32 you're right actually
	👻 3:40am Jody P: ↳ jojo Q. @3:37 love you joj <3
	👻 3:41am fred: Many years ago, a coworker asked me to unplug my headphones, curious about what I was listening to. It was Kenny G's show, and nobody ever made that request again
	👻 3:45am spodiodi: ↳ Song: "Tequila! (remix)" by "Chicha Libre & Son Rompe Pera" ★
	3:46am Zajacek G: Great selection
	3:50am Hubig Pie: We're having tequila for 4th of July at our house. 1 can limeade, 1 can tequila,1/2 can blue curaçao. Cuz why not.
	3:52am Johnny Walsh: Hi. Thanks for the great stuff
	3:53am coelacanth∅: 'evening Jody and sundry buttons
	3:57am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @3:53 howdy
	4:03am coelacanth∅: olá Blissland is it humid as fuck there too?
	4:05am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:03 I'm not sure what it's doing outside, I've had the windows closed cause it's chilly. It's humid in here though cause I was preparing dinner
	4:06am Blissland: weather service says 85% relative humidity now
	4:07am Blissland: I like hot and humid days. I spend all the rest of the year just waiting for summer
	4:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:05 it's what could be pleasantly warm here, ~87ºf but it's oppressively humid. ...i thought you were fairly near me, like around kingston or ellenville, no?
	4:09am coelacanth∅: oh okay it says 85% here too. it feels like 108% to me
	4:09am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:08 I was in kingston, near ellenville now. I wish I was still in kingston. The temperature here is much lower. But still comfortable for most people who are not built like a sting bean
	4:11am Blissland: by the end of the week it's supposed to be high 80s again here
	4:13am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:08 where are you now?
	4:13am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:09 i like hot, i like cold; warm and cool, i like most weather...snow, rain, sun, wind, hail. i don't like overcast skies, nor high humidity
	4:14am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:13 it's my body that recoils from cold, not an aesthetic thing
	4:15am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:13 nude paltz, again. (or "no pulse", as one of the Daryls calls it) i was probably in highland if it's ever come up before
	4:16am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:15 I'm surprised it's so hot there. It's 87 now?
	👻 4:18am fred: I'm out to vote and for a grocery run. I'll be back before the end of the show
	4:19am Blissland: ↳ fred @4:18 another election?
	4:19am coelacanth∅: no 77, according to the national weather service. did i say 87? - sorry! no i wouldn't consider that "pleasant"! ... quite tolerable, but not pleasant.
	4:20am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:19 that's about what it is here. But I'm only comfortable with at least 82 F.
	4:20am coelacanth∅: ↳ fred @4:18 vote for me!
	4:20am tom tom the pipers son: hello all...
	4:21am Blissland: at rest, I should say. Which is typically how I am
	4:21am Blissland: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @4:20 greetings
	👻 4:21am Jody P: Votey Peyote!
	👻 4:21am Jody P: hey gang
	4:22am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:19 you're probably getting that from dutchess county airport same as me
	4:24am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:20 well yes -if i'm sitting outside, preferable amidst a gentle breeze, with a book and some good music in a comfortable chair, with a cool ale or a hot coffee or tea and no work for a day or 2... 87f is Lovely!
	4:25am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ Blissland @4:21 hey there...obsessing over weather...?
	4:25am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:24 or at a beach
	4:25am Blissland: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @4:25 that seems to be the hot topic
	4:25am coelacanth∅: hey tom tom okay Jody, i'll vote for you. instead of me.
	4:26am tom tom the pipers son: hey coelacanth...
	👻 4:27am spodiodi: ↳ Jody P @4:21 ✅
	4:28am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:25 beach is alright. swimming hole in a flowing kill even better. ...naked humans. friendly dogs. owls and dragonflies...
	4:29am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:28 there's one of those in woodstock
	4:30am wenzo: Dayyyuummm… you’re the first WFMU DJ I’ve heard play Univore!!! I love Univore!!!
	4:30am wenzo: And not champagne taste either lol
	4:31am wenzo: RIP Marco! Infinite Marco!
	4:31am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:29 no doubt. there used to be a few spots up in minnewaska (sp?) but the fascists have probably cancelled them.
	4:31am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:28 I see Snug Harbor is still open. Is the scene still ok there?
	4:32am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:31 Lots of things being cancelled everywhere
	4:37am ryansterlingvirtue: I live in French speaking Belgium. Just give up lol. It’s impossible. Duo barks at me a lot to pick the pace
	4:38am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:31 haven't had a drink there in a few years now...oddly. gone in 2-3 times to say hi to people. my guess is it's continued the unfortunate transformation from "scary" smelly dive bar where everyone is welcome if you're not a dick and you'll get the shit kicked out of you if you make fun of Ludwig...to a clicky, snooty, "politically correct" "we like to be called a dive bar because it's fashionable to hang in a dive bar" bar. ...i've already decided i'm going back one night soon - just waiting for some good music to come around. ...then we'll see.
	👻 4:39am Jody P: ↳ ryansterlingvirtue @4:37 way ahead of you re: giving up
	4:39am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:38 jeez everything's going to hell so fast
	4:44am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:38 I was in a group that would have played there eventually but the other 2 members were 2 of my last 4 remaining friends who are no longer so. The 3rd was a magat who finally made me snap after 20 years. The 4th I thought I'd be ok with until recently when I had him over and he drove me up a wall for 3 days. Family is gone too. So I'm left with facebook and wfmu
	4:44am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:39 tell me about it. ...but we still have wfmu! (especially the drummer stream) - and bandcamp's still respectable ...but yeah even what was until recently one of the best sushi restaurants i'd even been in - happens to be in new paltz... but it's now turning o shit. sad
	4:45am Blissland: It's just all too much and not hardly enough
	4:47am Blissland: I still hear people saying "life is good" and I wonder what planet they're on. I might want to go there
	👻 4:48am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:47 call of the investment class
	4:50am Blissland: ↳ spodiodi @4:48 that's the only explanation that makes sense. But then, only if they're extremely narrow minded
	4:50am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:47 ha! someone said to me yesterday, "Life is Beautiful!" ...it wasn't exactly where i was at! but i didn't want to be his downer so i cheerfully returned the sentiment. but because i loathe lying, i had to think quickly and consider the perspectives and relativity! then i could say it and mean it! ...Life is Beautiful!
	4:53am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:50 it's become a real challenge for me to rationalize. I suppose certain things arguably are beautiful. But in a fundamental way I have turned against the principle of life itself. Which I know is a total paradox
	4:53am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:50 The perspective being that of the movie “life is beautiful” about being imprisoned in a nazi concentration camp?
	👻 4:54am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:50 "still have wfmu!" thank goodness
	👻 4:55am spodiodi: oops that was meant for cØ
	4:55am Blissland: oh, what really gets under my skin is "life is what you make it". Try telling that to someone who's been in dachau. Or guantanamo
	4:56am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:53 So you’re not against life, you’re against what it stands for?
	4:57am coelacanth∅: ↳ Audiocarp @4:53 that's not what i considered; but in that movie i feel like the title meant 2 things. one, that "there's a bright side"... but beyond that, that Life itself is Beautiful, so how about we, as a supposed civilization, stop disrespecting it. ...maybe?
	4:58am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @4:55 yes. or being basically a pariah despite having a heart full of Love.
	4:59am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @4:56 it's complicated. I think I am completely against life now in principle. I'm disgusted by the competition and especially the perverse extremes that human beings have gone to. The irony is that it's because I'm bothered by injustice and the irredeemable damage done to the natural world. So, I'm backing Giant Meteor in '24
	5:00am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:59 Do not taunt Giant Meteor!
	👻 5:01am spodiodi: ↳ Song: "Trust Me, I'm A Doctor" by "Momus" keep the kick alive please
	5:01am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @4:57 I have to depart from the idea that life is inherently beautiful. I think Camus said life is something that should not have happened. That's where I am which I suppose is radical nihilism
	👻 5:01am Jody P: ↳ spodiodi @5:01 twist my arm...
	5:01am coelacanth∅: we don't need giant meteor. we've got giant douche and turd sandwich.
	👻 5:02am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @4:59 i'm down
	5:02am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:01 Unfortunately neither of them will wipe out humanity, only exacerbate and prolong the agony
	5:02am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @4:59 I tell people that life is neither a game nor a contest
	5:03am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:02 do you believe it?
	5:04am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:03 Yes
	5:04am Blissland: I think it's basically a constant struggle for nothing
	5:05am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:04 Elaborate please
	👻 5:05am Jody P: ↳ Blissland @5:04 "a constant struggle for nothing" should be the name of the show
	👻 5:05am spodiodi: haha nice
	5:07am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:05 Well if you look closely enough at nature, that's all it's doing. It has no inherent purpose other than to perpetuate itself. And the whole thing is a struggle to attain resources. Human beings have grotesquely exaggerated all that, but behind the religions and philosophies it's still utterly meaningless. Except maybe for love, if it's even possible
	5:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:01 i don't agree that the perversion that humans have made of civilization means Life itself isn't Beautiful. yes, all animals are born selfish (including humans) -i don't think that necessitates a lack of beauty. cats and dragonflies are highly skilled hunters, selfishly taking what they think they need without any empathy whatever. as nasty as that all is i think there's a profound beauty in it. in their movement; in their skill. humans may be harder to find the beauty in, in general; but there are many exceptions, in many regards.
	5:11am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:08 I can see how you can feel that way. I probably did myself at one time. I was not always so pessimistic. I'm sure in my case it has a lot to do with losing everything that I needed to be well
	5:15am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:07 Ok, now I understand. I think religion and philosophy were created to solve this struggle for nothing. However, I find these solutions lacking
	5:19am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:15 religion at least, I'm sure for the most part comes out of a need to make sense of the suffering of existence
	👻 5:20am spodiodi: loving the convo
	👻 5:21am spodiodi: and the music :)
	5:21am Blissland: no one wants to have to admit that nothing makes any sense
	5:23am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:21 Yeah, it’s easy to ask the question but not so simple to figure out the answer. If one exists
	5:25am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:11 i'm either right behind you or right with you in that regard. lost the ability to do something i was very good at, and made a living from. ...i might not have any hope for myself in the future; and fully expect this world to be a living hell for the vast majority of people within just a few years from now. 15-20 maybe. i wont be here. still it doesn't negate seeing the Beauty still available. art, Love, sex, conversation, trees (what's left of them), birds, dogs, a skilled gymnast, a skilled truck driver, what happens when you drop a shot of whiskey +bailys into a pint of guinness... there's Beauty everywhere
	5:25am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:23 The answer is intolerable. Unlike Ivan
	5:26am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:25 what was it that you were doing before losing the ability?
	5:27am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:19 - or in the case of catholicism and islam, invented for the sole purpose of gaining control and power over other people.
	👻 5:28am fred: And I'm back
	5:29am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:27 well the religious institutions yes, but they have there basis in grassroots faith, which itself is a reaction to the meaninglessness of everything
	5:30am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:29 yes -trying to understand why we're here. why the moon comes and goes, the sun comes and goes; lightning, etc
	5:31am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:27 I the urge to dominate others goes back to insecurity and thinking that life is a contest? It’s also a great way to make a living!
	5:31am coelacanth∅: (long before catholicism and islam)
	5:31am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:30 mainly what the fuck are we here for and why does it have to be so miserable
	5:34am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:31 If course, western religions say we have the answers but you won’t get them until the afterlife
	5:35am Blissland: the way the crucifixion of Jesus was turned into the redemption of mankind is so convoluted and irrational, yet people need so desperately to believe that their lives have meaning. They will disregard the evidence of their senses and their reason
	5:36am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:34 of course, or else the house of cards would just fall apart
	👻 5:36am fred: ↳ Song: "Stockholm Syndrome" by "30s" This project wins the "most unsearchable band name" prize for this week
	5:36am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:26 massage therapy. cranio-sacral therapy. chakra balancing. lymphatic drainage, deep tissue, reflexology and shiatsu/accupressure.
	5:36am Blissland: ↳ fred @5:36 heh
	5:37am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:36 Lymphatic drainage?
	5:37am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:36 But how did you lose that? AI can't replace those skills
	5:38am Ryan Sterlingvirtue: this show has the perfect ratio of weirdness, ethereal and pop. great show, Jody. thanks.
	5:39am coelacanth∅: ↳ Audiocarp @5:37 not directly out of the body! ... away from the lymph glands, so it can be processed and discarded by the body.
	👻 5:39am spodiodi: ↳ Blissland @5:35 i know some brilliant and educated people who's allegiance to an support of their organized religion confounds me
	5:40am Blissland: ↳ spodiodi @5:39 I guess it depends how much a person needs it more than anything else
	5:40am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:35 This goes to the heart of asking the wrong question. Because if you ask the wrong one, you can’t possibly come to the correct conclusion
	5:41am coelacanth∅: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:39 (not really "discarded"... broken down into useful or harmless elements)
	5:41am JReganK: Hey, DJ JP! Sorry I'm late!
	5:41am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:40 what do you mean by the wrong question?
	5:42am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:41 good morning
	5:42am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:41 Why are we here?
	5:43am JReganK: Hey, Bliss. top O da morning, Carp.
	5:43am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @5:41 Good morning!
	5:43am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:42 If one is intellectually honest then the answer has to be nihilism
	5:44am Blissland: That in no way precludes love though, or even beauty. Just precludes inherent meaning
	5:45am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @5:43 if one is honest one does not know the answer. atheism is equally arrogant to catholicism. we don't know.
	5:46am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:43 I don’t know if that’s automatic nihilism. It’s just asking a question which has no answer or has an implied fallacy
	👻 5:46am fred: The least searchable band I ever saw was 10 (they changed their name to Tengger at some point). France might be the current leader (bonus points for a website impossible to remember: www.lllliillll.fr)
	5:49am JReganK: I identify most with Camu's perspective. Although, he was an atheist. He believed in compassion.
	5:49am Audiocarp: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:45 The question could equally be “why aren’t we here?” But no one asks that
	5:49am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @5:45 You may be right. At least, I can't argue that you're incorrect. It's entirely possible that my whole outlook is skewed
	5:49am JReganK: Personally. I'd rather be here.
	5:50am tom tom the pipers son: i'm with stupid <------->
	5:51am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:44 Beauty is all around us. Just need to seek it out
	5:51am Blissland: If one is alive, it's preferable to prefer to be alive than not
	5:51am JReganK: Hey, Tom. Any existential junk poems?
	5:51am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ Audiocarp @5:51 beauty is a concept separate from nature
	5:52am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:51 But how do we know we’re alive?
	👻 5:52am spodiodi: thanks for the great music, Jody Peyote!
	5:52am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ JReganK @5:51 tried... but came up empty...
	5:52am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:52 it's self evident
	5:53am JReganK: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @5:52 I'll take a rain check. ;)
	5:53am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:52 What’s the test?
	5:54am JReganK: Beauty and Truth, rock!
	5:54am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ tom tom the pipers son @5:52 so i guess "i'm with stupid" is my poem of the morning
	5:54am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:53 well you wouldn't be asking any questions if you were dead
	5:54am ?: “He's turned his life around. He used to be depressed and miserable. Now he's miserable and depressed.” ― David Frost / Harry Kalas
	5:54am Audiocarp: I could be AI
	5:54am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ @5:54 ha!
	5:54am coelacanth∅: or "where are we?" ! or, "who's in charge?" ! ...we'll likely never know. of course most religions' stories are far-fetched and straight-up illogical. but ultimately we don't know. "scientists" say chakras don't exist. narrow-minded idiots. the "big bang" is just a theory, remember... agnostic makes sense to me.
	👻 5:54am spodiodi: ↳ @5:54 nice
	5:55am Blissland: Some proofs may exist in philosophy but I don't know of any offhand. Except Descartes
	5:55am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Someone perform a Turing test on me
	5:55am ?: ↳ Audiocarp @5:54 I am AI "Antiquated Intelligence" ;)
	5:55am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @5:54 oh you could be, but even if you were a machine, if you were aware you could be considered alive
	5:56am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Oh I see…
	5:56am tom tom the pipers son: ↳ JReganK @5:54 nice lightning storm video the other day...
	5:56am Blissland: we could all be described as sentient organic machines
	👻 5:57am fred: ↳ Blissland @5:55 Cogito is circular "logic", try Wittgenstein for solid proofs, and why these are not relevant much
	5:57am Audiocarp: ↳ @5:55 Marnin’ question mark
	5:57am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @5:54 I think we take a long needed rest. Then we start itching to get back into a body. Sort of a poor man's interpretation of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
	5:58am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:57 I really hope that is nothing but fantasy. When I'm dead I want to stay dead
	5:59am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @5:58 Ha! We'll find out sooner than we think
	👻 5:59am fred: Thanks Jody, this show is quickly growing on me
	5:59am Blissland: ↳ fred @5:57 I find it self evident which is good enough
	6:00am Blissland: I like what I've read of wittgenstein. He seems to have a nice dry sense of humor
	6:00am coelacanth∅: Thanks Jody!
	6:00am JReganK: ↳ fred @5:57 I always felt that German philosophers were too desperate for the big answers.
	6:00am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @5:59 Yup. All headed to the same old place. Only some get there sooner
	6:01am upstatesean: Morning everyone!
	6:01am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:00 True!
	6:02am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @5:59 That's really the scariest thing to me. I was just pondering the idea earlier that maybe there is no way to die and there is no escape from existence. It's absolutely terrifying
	6:02am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:01 And our egos can’t accept that so we came up with religion
	6:04am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:02 Interesting, but most people don’t want to die
	6:04am Blissland: People who want to live forever have faith in Jesus. If I had faith it would be in Sartre who said there is no transcendent ego
	6:04am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:04 exactly
	6:06am Blissland: I'm fine with having my consciousness dissolve into the cosmos. But I fear ideas like re-incarnation or endless time in hell. I prefer oblivion even to heaven
	6:06am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:04 Wait… you want to die?
	6:07am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:06 Now I understand
	6:08am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:06 for a while yes, but I proved to be too cowardly to do what needed to be done. I had a very bad life from the beginning, but since 2008 nothing has got better and everything has got much worse
	6:08am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @6:06 if, upon death of your present vehicle, you suddenly ceased to be in pain, you would immediately feel differently than you do about it now.
	6:08am Blissland: Everyone should want to die eventually. It's not natural to live forever, nor is it healthy for the world
	6:09am coelacanth∅: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:08 (that is, if you retained your present consciousness)
	6:09am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:08 I guess maybe so, but that would be really weird. Then again, this whole thing is really weird if you take a step back
	6:10am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:08 You may need to re-evaluate? It’s ver easy to dwell on the bad stuff and ignore the good
	6:12am Audiocarp: You might need to watch “it’s a wonderful life”?
	6:12am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:10 I'm not sure how I would approach that. I think I'm fairly objective about it. By 2005 I had everything that I needed in order to be well, and it was essentially what I knew all along that it would be. I just couldn't hang on to any of it.
	6:12am coelacanth∅: well, yes - and it's very unlikely! i mean, there are more and more living animals every minute. is each one borne of nothing and then continues on after it's body dies? seems unlikely! but... we don't know. some of us have experienced "ghosts", so. . .
	6:13am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:12 I'm completely open to the possibility that the mind doesn't require a brain
	6:14am Blissland: But as of this writing I much prefer to dissolve than to have to come back to this shit hole over and over
	6:15am coelacanth∅: i think it doesn't. we are made of energy, and it does not end where we see our bodies edge. far from it.
	6:17am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:15 If the energy of the mind that's trapped in the nervous system is released to radiate upon the death of the body, then it should enter into a state of eternity, according to relativity theory
	6:18am Blissland: at least that's my layman's understanding
	6:18am coelacanth∅: ↳ Blissland @6:14 i just think it's possible that you wouldn't come back to this shithole. - even if you remained on this planet, you might be on another plain and maybe not need a body which inevitably has pain; or maybe have a body but have a whole different perspective on the whole shithole...
	6:19am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:01 did you fall asleep earlier?
	6:20am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:18 definitely not anywhere on this planet in the 21st century
	6:20am Blissland: it's a complete dystopian nightmare now
	6:22am coelacanth∅: i'm going to bed. hopefully to sleep. 'night
	6:23am Blissland: ↳ coelacanth∅ @6:22 pleasant dreams
	6:23am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:12 It’s not easy because people fall into mental ruts regarding past events. Try thinking about events from the other person’s perspective. Speculate about their motives rather than blaming them or just thinking they are evil. Another way is get someone else’s version of the event: how did they perceive it?
	6:26am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:23 I'm not sure that it matters much. I mean, the 2 main things that I needed and lost were my girl friend and my home. It's not terribly important why. And I lost my mom at the same time as the house, so I haven't really had anyone to talk to either. And the state took away my medical insurance so I can't afford therapy
	6:27am Blissland: I have deep seated abandonment issues going back to early childhood and everything new that happens only re-inforces it
	6:30am Audiocarp: You get free therapy right here!.. oh abandonment, that hits home for me. This could be PTSD? The main thing is that each day, each moment is brand new and nothing that preceded it prevents things from changing or improving
	6:30am Blissland: I'm holding out some perfunctory hope that one day I can afford a more suitable place to live, and maybe meet someone, if not ideally compatible than at least who would accept me and keep me company. I'm not sure there is anything else that I can hope for
	6:31am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:30 in a sense that's true, but everything about a person's behavior is rooted in a lifetime up to that point
	6:33am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:31 That’s deadly thinking. You’re not on a predetermined path
	6:33am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:30 The answers don't always arrive when we want then to
	6:34am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:33 It's not pre-determined, I believe we have free will, but within certain constraints
	6:35am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:34 What keeps life bearable are options and freedom
	6:35am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:19 Fell into a dreamless sleep
	6:35am Blissland: things have to be worked through if they're deep seated, if there is any hope at all of addressing them. Can't just pretend things never happened
	6:36am Audiocarp: Married people are miserable because they have no freedom
	6:36am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:36 Depends on who you're married to
	6:36am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:35 oh well I hope it was restful
	6:37am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:36 I've had worse nights
	6:37am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:35 Yes of course! Not saying to forget but by the same token you can’t be hidebound by them
	6:37am Blissland: I've never seen the point of being officially married
	6:38am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:37 It's a gesture with social benefits
	6:38am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:37 There is none but it makes the wife and the parents happy
	6:38am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:37 I feel that I have done extraordinarily well considering what life has put me through. It's just not good enough
	6:39am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:38 Ok that sounds almost like a positive statement
	6:39am Blissland: I really needed for Sarah to stand by me and to be able to keep my home in kingston
	6:40am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:38 Reminds me of a scene in As good as it gets
	6:40am Blissland: of course, I miss my mom since we were very close, but that's a natural thing so it's easier to accept. And ultimately less essential
	6:40am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:38 It's a good practice to stop and think about what you "think" you want
	6:41am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:40 I know precisely
	6:41am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:39 Crises have a way of coming all at once
	6:42am JReganK: Trouble comes in "Three's".
	6:42am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:40 That’s right
	6:43am Blissland: I suppose theoretically it's possible to meet someone even more compatible, just as it's theoretically possible to win a multi-million dollar sweepstakes
	6:44am JReganK: The odds are better for finding kindred sprits than it is to win a big lottery
	6:44am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:43 Perhaps you need to meet new people? In this city it’s hard but not impossible
	6:44am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:42 I can't ask you how you felt about the Peyote show since you only got there at the end
	6:45am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:44 I liked what I heard
	6:45am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:44 I agree, the former probably around 10,000 to 1, the latter more like a billion to 1
	6:45am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:44 I’m surprised FMU doesn’t have such a group?
	6:47am Audiocarp: An FMU listener meetup?
	6:47am Blissland: ↳ Blissland @6:44 I've always had social anxiety on account of being a weirdo, and the pandemic lockdown brought an end to what little social life I still had. It is a major challenge for me to start over now. Especially at my advanced age
	6:47am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:45 Digital Beatniks are too cool for that
	6:48am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:47 You’re certainly in the right place for weirdness
	6:48am Blissland: I'm not saying anything is impossible, just exceedingly unlikely or difficult
	6:48am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:47 You're spot on about the damage done with the lockdowns. It's the 800 lb gorilla in the room
	6:49am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:48 and the hits just keep on comin
	6:50am Blissland: Humanity itself is under attack
	6:50am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @6:48 I think people over reacted to the lockdown because they were glued to the tv?
	6:50am Audiocarp: Tv news that is
	6:51am JReganK: Definitely. The western elites are malthusian death cults
	6:51am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:50 it didn't change much for me personally, since I was already isolated. But it took away a lot of places I could have been going to try to maintain a social life
	6:52am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:50 main stream media is the kiss of death
	6:52am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:52 It all makes me want to throw up
	6:53am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:51 Yeah sure, but people stayed indoors all day even though they didn’t have to, so of course they went nuts
	6:54am Audiocarp: Modern Americans are disconnected from the real world, that is, nature
	6:54am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:51 I agree. As a weirdo. I was already acclimated to being social marginalized
	6:54am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:53 for people like me whose connection to other people has always been tenuous, I guess it was the last straw
	6:55am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @6:54 Our pre-frontal cortex is the downfall of man
	6:55am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:54 Again you’re letting your past define your future
	6:55am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:54 Really, you? I thought you were well adjusted
	6:56am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:54 When it comes to humans. I've always looked for quality over quantity
	6:57am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:55 I'm not saying it has to stay that way. But that's what happened
	6:57am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:55 I am. I've accepted who I am
	6:57am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:57 The it’s not really the last straw
	6:58am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @6:57 You seem well adjusted, and have a stable healthy relationship, which I find enviable. That's pretty much all I need to be well, and a different house
	6:58am Audiocarp: So I think I should start an FMU meetup group?
	6:59am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @6:57 No I meant that it was at the time, early in 2020, and it will take considerable effort to recover and resume
	6:59am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @6:59 Okay. But time moves quickly
	7:00am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @6:58 I didn't start out this way. There's just a part of me that refuses to stay broken. I refuse to be a victim.
	7:00am Blissland: It's fine with me if I run out of time
	7:00am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @7:00 Too negative
	7:01am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:00 That's excellent
	7:01am Blissland: ↳ Audiocarp @7:00 oh well, that's who I am
	7:01am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:00 Atta’ boy! (Backslap)
	7:01am JReganK: Where are we going to meet?
	7:02am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:01 Some where centrally located and was to get to…
	7:02am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:00 Ha! You're French at heart
	7:02am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:01 a real life old man's bar
	7:03am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @7:02 Definitely
	7:03am Audiocarp: ↳ JReganK @7:02 French? Are you channeling mark Twain?
	7:03am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:03 I always found those places so depressing
	7:05am Audiocarp: ↳ Blissland @7:03 I’m a former alcoholic, so a bar is not ideal
	7:05am JReganK: ↳ Blissland @7:03 I find the corporate bars to be worse
	7:06am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:05 Not sure I've ever been to one. Sounds like I would not want to
	7:06am JReganK: Bliss. How are you for transportation?
	7:06am Audiocarp: Do old man bars exist?
	7:06am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:03 It wouldn't be the first time
	7:06am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:06 I have a car
	7:07am Audiocarp: “It is French”
	7:07am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:06 They still do. in NJ
	7:08am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:05 OK
	7:08am Audiocarp: What about the unofficial fmu bar, tv eye?
	7:11am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:08 In Brooklyn? I'm down with that
	7:11am Blissland: I feel myself fading, so I'm going to bid good day
	7:12am Blissland: Thanks very much for the free therapy. I appreciate it
	7:12am JReganK: Sweet dreams, Bliss. We'll talk more about a meet up, soon.
	7:13am Blissland: ↳ JReganK @7:12 thanks
	7:15am Audiocarp: Okay good evening, bliss
	7:16am Audiocarp: I travel by MTA so I trust there’s a subway near?
	7:29am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:16 Wouldn't that depend on where you are?
	7:56am Audiocarp: Near tv eye, I mean
	9:13am JReganK: ↳ Audiocarp @7:56 Maybe this site will help. map.mta.info...

Push Button Heaven with Jody Peyote: Playlist from June 30, 2024

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